"For...for everything," he says. It's vague, he knows that, but he can't voice everything that's going on in his head right now. For making you think I was dead and nearly destroying you. For all the times I've kept my distance from you. For only hurting you since I got here.

His throat is starting to feel tight, and he lifts one hand to rub his face, trying to take a deep breath and turn off his emotions before they can show.