agirllost: (lookingin//kellslawels)
Kim comes down from Moiraine's study and without pausing walks through the bar and to the door that leads home.

Behrooz's feelings are too strong here and she only feels guilty. Beyond that, she's realizing slowly what this might mean for her other relationships.

Chase has been so understanding and forgiving. She can't lose him. She's not sure what will happen to her if he finally decides to leave and her first instinct is to not tell him at all. However, if the truth comes out, he'll never understand.

Closing her eyes, she images a rose bud on a warm spring day and the petals slowly opening to the sun. Finally, she's calm enough to go back and face the consequences.

The house is quiet when she steps through and she closes the door behind her, enjoying the relative silence in her mind. Behrooz is far away, now. She expects Chase to be at work, so that when she enters their room, she's momentarily surprised.

He's laying down, eyes closed, breathing softly. He's not peaceful, but he's sleeping, and for a long moment she watches him, resisting the urge to curl up next to him and feel his arms around her and forget about the news she needs to tell him.

agirllost: (lookingin//kellslawels)
[Millitimed to a few weeks ago]

Behrooz is in her head. She's in his. She wanted to believe it was a side-effect, a delusion, but it's real and happening and she can see no way to sever the link. She would laugh if she wasn't so afraid of everyone's reaction to this news.

Elan. Oh God. Elan was here and could still be here and so many people to warn, and Kim knows she should tell everyone she can find but there's only one person she needs to talk to right now.

Moiraine.

She knows that her teacher has answers, will be able to...solve something, anything, because she keeps feeling Behrooz in her mind and old injuries that she'd forgotten but that his body still remembered. Her hand drifts up to touch her neck and she forces it back down.

Elan almost killed Behrooz. Her stomach turns thinking about it and it makes her want to rip something to shreds. She's trying to work on impulse control. But Elan's back and Behrooz is tied to her and if anyone knows how to deal with both situations, it's her teacher.

Kim reaches Moiraine's door and knocks, hoping that she's available.

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