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[ooc: Millitimed to about 3 am after the switch back]

Kim woke up and realized that someone was knocking on her door. She left her bed and stumbled to open the door. Outside her room it was the hallway of Milliways and inside was her room in the old house. The light from the hall let her see posters and pictures and yet when she glanced in the mirror she could tell she was no longer 15.

Her dad stood in the doorway. She gave him a small smile.

"Can I talk to you?" There was something unfamiliar and dangerous about him.

She nodded and let him in. (You have to invite them in, they can't come in on their own)

He closed the door and flipped on the light, letting her see that he was for some reason wearing the clothes he had on when he came back from being undercover. She also didn't recognize the expression on his face - it was almost predatory.

"Dad?"

"I talked to Chase earlier," he growled and stared at her.

"And?"

"I didn't think I raised a whore."

She was shocked into silence. "What?" She took a step backwards, away from him, wrong direction, not towards the door.

"I knew you were easy when you slept with Tony but I didn't think you'd throw your life away on a man like him."

"Dad..." she whispered, feeling her heart speed up and a small voice in her mind screamed 'RUN'.

And she did, trying to get around him and out the door but he caught her arm and pushed her against the wall. She heard the posters crinkle behind her back and smelled the alcohol on his breath.

She pushed at him with all her strength and he didn't budge, instead he laughed at her and she heard the 'snick' of a pocket knife being opened.

"Maybe," he said, his lips way too close to her skin, "I should teach you a lesson."

And he leaned in and she closed her eyes when she felt him lick away her tears.

A strangely accented voice (Ramon's voice but not his) begged him to stop.

Kim woke up with a start, trying to get her heart to stop racing and hugged herself. She swallowed bile and wiped at her face. Her dad was sleeping, didn't move, would never hurt her...just a nightmare and she had the sick feeling that Ramon would have enjoyed that and the thought of what *could* have happened made her stomach turn and she ran into the bathroom, barely making it in time.

She washed her face even though it was just a nightmare and bit her lip to keep from crying.

'If I find him I'm going to hurt him,' she decided as she touched her cheek.