Kim in her room
Feb. 27th, 2005 08:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
agirllostKim remembers her iPod started working again and puts it on. The music is better than silence, it makes it harder to think.
She is sure that Tony's okay. She keeps telling that to herself even though he hasn't come back. She also tells herself that she's not relieved he left. But that's a lie because she kind of is because she couldn't handle how he felt, the way he felt about himself she couldn't combat and she was sick of playing the blame game with people. Then again, right now, she doesn't want to be an adult. She doesn't want to comfort or maybe she just can't.
She can't believe he'd break his promise so easily.
Of course, 3 Doors Down would be playing. She can't go outside. She should, she knows, go down to the bar, stop sitting, but the thought of facing the outside world is almost paralyzing. The one constant she had in her life - no matter how she felt about her dad she knew he loved her - is gone. Now she feels adrift. She takes off the headphones.
"Do you have a family, Niles?" she asks her fish. "Do you ever miss them?"
She is sure that Tony's okay. She keeps telling that to herself even though he hasn't come back. She also tells herself that she's not relieved he left. But that's a lie because she kind of is because she couldn't handle how he felt, the way he felt about himself she couldn't combat and she was sick of playing the blame game with people. Then again, right now, she doesn't want to be an adult. She doesn't want to comfort or maybe she just can't.
She can't believe he'd break his promise so easily.
Of course, 3 Doors Down would be playing. She can't go outside. She should, she knows, go down to the bar, stop sitting, but the thought of facing the outside world is almost paralyzing. The one constant she had in her life - no matter how she felt about her dad she knew he loved her - is gone. Now she feels adrift. She takes off the headphones.
"Do you have a family, Niles?" she asks her fish. "Do you ever miss them?"
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Date: 2005-02-28 07:24 am (UTC)"Do you think I'm letting you leave?"
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Date: 2005-02-28 07:27 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2005-02-28 07:32 am (UTC)"Is this okay?" she asks, not sure about their new friend or whatever status.
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Date: 2005-02-28 07:33 am (UTC)He tries not to grin.
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Date: 2005-02-28 07:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-28 07:39 am (UTC)He falls asleep.
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Date: 2005-02-28 07:42 am (UTC)